Currently playing: Maria, I Give, You Take

Sometimes.... I wish I could go back to the way things used to be... before it got the way it is now.... I miss having that close knit group of friends... we've pretty much all gone our separate ways... but we don’t talk as often as we used to... maybe it cause we all went to separate colleges... but still I feel like the bond between us all is slowly breaking away… and it’s sad to say that… I wish that no matter how far away we are from each other, that we still can all be the way it was before we left… but I guess that this is all a part of growing up. Meeting new people. Living different lives. Going our own separate ways. Thos are just the facts of life! And I really wish they weren’t that way! But I'm firm believer that everything happens for a reason. And well maybe all this happened to test our friendship (I mean sooner or later I knew that we would be going all over the US to college but...) to see if we would still be as close as we were in HS…but I know that things are going to change us and we are growing up into adults…. I just want us all to be friends forever…. Eh… I’m just trippin’ right now… I’ve been in a weird mood lately… and I don’t know why… I can’t really explain the way I just feel a little off.

Like the other day I ran into a couple people that I knew from a “friend” and they were being all nice to me like nothing had happened between me and that person… it was just really weird… then my co worker asked me who they were and I told them it was family of an old friend I just felt like crying… I just felt like I wanted to cry so bad… and I have never really felt this was until now… I guess all these emotions that I had built up inside of me are coming out. And I don’t know how to deal with them… I’ve never really been through anything like this in my life before…. So I held it in hoping it would all go away, and I thought it had but I guess it had always stuck with me deep down inside… and now its all coming out at once… and it really hurts and sucks!! But I guess I just need to let it all go… and remember that “everything happens for a reason” and maybe in the near future it will all be resolved… (I’m hoping!!)

So that’s it… I’ve spilt most of it all out in this dumb online thing… for people I know and strangers to read…

All I have to say is… “Enjoy what you have while you have it, because you never know when you are going to lose it…. Possibly forever”

So Yesterday
            By Hilary Duff
            Release Date: 08 September, 2003

YESH another survey..but im boredso yeah read it if you like

FULL NAME: Allison L. McLaughlin

DOB:  November 13, 1984! woo hoo! ALMOST 19
EYE COLOR: Blue.. but  they change colors with diff color shirts i wear HAIR COLOR: brown
AGE: 18
WHERE YOU WHERE BORN: San Digeo, Ca
INNY/ OUTY, LEFTY/RIGHTY: inny and righty
SHORT/LONG HAIR: eh.. meduish length i guess you could say

SKIN COLOR: white...too white... i try tanning but i pretty much BURN all the time
FAV. WAY OF DRESS: whatevers comfy.. i will wear it... with the exception of some really cute shoes i have that kill my feet.. but there cute so i wear them...hehe
MAKE-UP OR NONE: make-up
GRADE: 13 (frosh in college)

MOM'S NAME: Susan
DAD'S NAME: James                                                             BROTHERS/ SISTERS NAMES AND AGES: 2 older Sue and Karen one younger Lauren

FAV. COLOR: blue. pink, purple, silver, black,

EVER

CUSSED?: why yesh... yesh i do

SKIPPED SCHOOL?: yup

HIT SOMEONE FORCEFULLY?: my sister (LuLu
BEEN ON A SUBWAY/ where?: yupers in San Fransisco, Chicago, New York, and Boston
CHEATED ON A TEST?: all the time
SEEN "ARE YOU AFRAID OF THE DARK" (THAT USED TO BE ON NICK):that show was AWESOME!! Nick had the best shows when i was younger! "you cant do that on television" "welcome freshman" "Hey Dude" "Alex Mac" etc

TAUGHT A LITTLE KID A CUSS WORD?: yesh.. my little twinsie Bros(my neighbors" Nich and Dew

THROWN ANYTHING AT A MOVING CAR?: ROFL an orange.. i went oranging once..LMAO it was soo fun but its easier when you throw it @ parked cars when your driving by! haha

 SMASHED SOMEONES HALLOWEEN PUMPKIN?: well yeah kinda... i didnt intentially smash it... i tripped over it kicking it and cracking it then i fell on it! IT WAS REALLY FUNNY! LOL but sad too haha!      

EGGED SOMEONES HOUSE?: hahah! yeah ! it was hilarious! LOL! in and in middle school... whenever it was one of my friends bdays we would egg them! haha! GOOD TIMES!
ROLLED SOMEONES HOUSE?: nah
GOTTEN A COMPUTER VIRUS?: nope
HOW DID YOU GET RID OF IT?:never got one so how could i get rid if it?!

BEEN IN A FIST FIGHT?: Does my sister count?!

LAUGHED SO HARD YOU CRYED?: yesh... its either with BEL or The two L's.. Lauren moss and Lauren schlapfer! haha "stripping on a yellow pole" LMFAO!! hahah!
HUGGED SOMEONE?: all the time
KISSED SOMEONE?: yesh  
MISSED SOMEONE?: yesserie!

FAILED A TEST?: DUH! yeah everyone does (eventually)
FLUNKED A GRADE?: nope
MADE AN F ON YOUR REPORT CARD?: ive come close but never did THANK GOD! lol

BOUGHT SOMETHING YOU THOUGHT WAS REALLY UGLY B/C SOMEONE THOUGHT IT WAS CUTE OR LOOKED GOOD ON YOU?: nah... im not that dumb!

LIED ABOUT WHAT YOU THOUGHT ABOUT SOMEONES HAIR-CUT OR NEW ITEM OF CLOTHING?: haha sadly enough yes i have! I ADMIT IT! and im sorry!
HIT AN ANIMAL IN THE ROAD? WHAT WAS IT?: not yet... but i did see a cat get hit by a car and when i was at Mtn. View Park playing tennis with my we say some really old guy hit this families dog right infront of the families kids! IT WAS SOO SAD!!
BEEN TO ALTERNATIVE?: ? que?
BEEN TO THE PRINCIPAL'S OFFICE? ABOUT HOW MANY TIMES SINCE YOU STARTED SCHOOL?: yeah i did.. in 6th grade i got suspended for  5 days cause me and my BFF Tiffany "supposedly" slapped eachother in the face hard.... (but we were just messing around) it turns out the teacher was just having a bad day cause before school one of his former students PIED HIM IN THE FACE! LMAO! so he was just pissed!haha! but it was fun cause i had NO school for a week!! WOO HOO!
FAVORITE/ LEAST FAVORITE CAR?: I LOOOVE BMW's!! 325i!! and i hate those ghetto low rider ganster cars! there so lame! loL!
WHO DO YOU SIT WITH AT LUNCH?: i dont have a lunch break in college! eat when i want to! woo!

DO YOU THINK JUSTIN TIMBERLAKE IS HOT OR NOT?:HE IS THE FREAKIN HOTTEST GUY ON THE PLANET! I LOVE HIM SOO MUCH! AHH! HES THE BEST!! AHH! and i MET HIM TOO !!ahhh! yeah ok enough with the teeny bopperness now!

WHO GAVE YOU A VALENTINE CARD THIS YEAR?: veronica and someother people i dont remember.. hehe

FAVORITE SHOES YOU OWN?:I love all 30+ pairs of them... serioulsy im a SHOE-AHOLIC!LOL! i just got a new pair of Steve Maden't there soo cute! ahh!
WHAT INSTRUMENT DO YOU PLAY? guitar

ARE YOU THE TYPE OF PERSON WHO WHOULD SCREAM "NO, I WILL NOT MAKE OUT WITH YOU" IN A QUIET PLACE?: i onno... but it would be funny if the ? ever came up! lol
WHAT COLOR WOULD YOU DYE YOUR HAIR?: blonde
SCENT/BODY SPRAY DO YOU USE?: RALPH, by Ralph Lauren, Clinique HAPPY,  Aura American Eagle
DO YOU CUSS IN FRONT OF YOUR PARENTS?: yeah right! my parents wouldnt like it... WHAT DO YOU WEAR WHEN YOU DRESS UP?: cute clothes? skirt? dress?

FAVORITE GUYS COLOGNE?: Tommy BoyWHO ARE YOUR CLOSEST FRIENDS? WHY?: Isabel, Lucas, KTabiss, Christina, Vanessa, Lacey, Jasmine! CAUSE THEY ARE SOO COOL AND SOO FUN AND SOO FUNNY! and i LOVE THEM TO DEATH!!

HOW MANY POSTERS DO YOU HAVE ON YOUR WALL? WHAT ARE THEY OF?:umm waaay to many to count... JRT, other bands... um a BSB & *//\\//sync posters that i stole off the wall @ their concert, Britney, Avril.

SOME INSIDE JOKES BETWEEN YOU AND YOUR FRIENDS?: ummm....WAY too many
WHAT IS SOMETHING YOU WISH YOU COULD HAVE THAT SOMEONE ELES HAS?: hmmm....the perfect tummy! (BEL)
FAVORITE TV SHOWS?: Friends, Will and Grace, Lizzie McGuire, Simpsons, Seinfeld, King of the Hill, 8 Simple Rules.. eh theres more i just cant remember
HOW MANY PICTURES DO YOU HAVE POSTED IN YOUR ROOM?: waaay too many to count

WHO DO YOU LOOK LIKE?: umm.... no one really... a little of my mom and dad.... people say that me and my sis Lauren look like twins! but i TOTALLY DO NOT SEE IT AT ALL! shes soo much prettier! haha
SPORTS TEAM ARE YOU ON?: well cheer but i'll be on real teams in soccer and softball season
ABOUT WHAT TIME DO YOU GO TO BED ON SCHOOL NIGHTS?: whenever i fell like it
IN WHAT CLASS DO YOU HAVE THE MOST HOT GIRLS/ GUYS IN?: Power Readin! oww !.
WHO ARE THE RUDEST PEOPLE YOU KNOW?:these two asian girls in my Eng class... Sarah and Tracy...Sarah says "anyone who weighs over 115lbs is a FAT COW!" shes soo annoying and dumb! gah! i cant stand them! LOL! i just want to bash their faces in! haha (took that from KT)

RANDOM STUFF:

WHAT DO YOU SAY WHEN YOU STUB YOUR TOE?: SHIT?
DO YOU STILL GO TRICK OR TREATING?: YEAH!TOTALLY! HAHA!

DO YOUR EYES CHANGE COLORS?: yesh.. they change with  diff color shirts that i wear/
DO YOU BELIVE WE LANDED ON THE MOON?: uuhh.. YEAH
SPIT OUT A LYRIC FOR ME AND TELL ME WHO SINGS IT AND WHAT SONG IT IS?:
Laugh it off
Let it go and
When you wake up it will seem
So yesterday
So yesterday
Haven't you heard that I'm gonna be Okay.... -Hilary Duff                                       

 NAME SOMEONE WHO ANNOYS YOU THE MOST, WHY?: Sarah and Tracy

WHAT DO YOU DO ABOUT IT?: ignor them!and laugh cause there so homo!WHAT IS THE FIRST THING YOU DO WHEN YOU GET HOME?: watch TV hehe or go on the pc
WHAT ARE YOU WEARING NOW?: a pink cami and blue soffees (?) WHAT IS IN YOUR POCKET?: i aint got no pockets
WHAT TIME IS IT?: 7:25pm
WHAT IS THE FIRST THING YOU NOTICE WHEN YOU MEET SOMEONE NEW?: depends on how i meet them
A NAME THAT PEOPLE CALL YOU THAT TICKS YOU OFF?: Lucas calls me TROLL!hah! its funny and it doenst tick me off!lol ive gotten used to it! haha!
WHO HAS THE SAME B-DAY AS YOU?: Whoopi GoldbergHAVE ANY OF YOUR FRIENDS/PEOPLE YOU KNOW HAD A BABY WHILE THEY WERE TEENAGES?:yeah quite a few.. and now others are pregnente!!

EVER DONE POT?:NOPE AND I NEVER WILL!
HOW MANY PEOPLE DO YOU KNOW LIKE THIS?: sadly A LOT ofpeople

AROUND HOW MANY CD'S DO YOU OWN?: waaaay too many
ABOUT HOW MANY PIECES OF CLOTHING DO YOU HAVE IN YOUR CLOSET THAT YOU ACTUALLY WEAR?:like over 20 +!LOL
WHAT SONG IS STUCK IN YOUR HEAD?: Green Days- Hitchin' a Ride

DO YOU SMOKE?: never
WHEN IS THE LAST TIME YOU DRANK BEER/WINE/SHOTS/POPPERS WELL YOU GET THE IDEA?: .... a while ago!
FOR GIRLS TO FILL OUT ABOUT GUYS

PUNK OR PREP?: doesnt really matter but the punker boys tend to be really hot! but i LOVE the preppy cause they dress really nice ! hehe SPORTY OR COMPUTER DUDE?:SPORTY! OWW! gotta stay buff!

HAIRY OR SMOOTH?: smooooooth!

RELIGION?: doesn't matter
HAIR COLOR?: is doesnt really matterTEETH COLOR?: white?
EYES?: i love BLUE eyes
CAR OR TRUCK?: doenst matter
COLOR OF CAR/TRUCK?: i dont care!

SPORT HE'D PLAY?: Lacrosse boys are the HOTTEST!! oww!
BOXERS OR BRIEFS?: boxers?
TAN OR FAIR?: eh i dont  really care... as long as he not albino or anything like that! haha!
FRECKLES OR NONE?: eh no prefrence

YOUR FAVORITE TRAIT OF THE PERSON WHO SENT THIS TO YOU?: i stole it from some girl i dont even know
HOW DID YOU MEET HIM/HER?: never met her
WHERE DO YOU THINK HE/SHE WILL BE DOING IN 10 YEARS?:  I DONT KNOW HER gaah!
HOW LONG DID IT TAKE YOU TO COMPLETE THIS?: aboot 20 min WHAT TIME IS IT?: 7:56 well it really  took me more that 20 cause i was doing other stuff! so yea oh well!

Wreckoning By Boomkat Release Date: 14 April, 2003

I REALLY LIKE BOOMKAT! HEHE! THEY’VE GOT SOME COOL SONGS! SO I WANTED TO PUT SOME LYRICS OF THEIRS IN HERE……..

Daydreamin's the way to visit the past
Those spaces and times
That we'd all hope would forever last
Don't loose who you are
Cause that's who you are

__________________________

I've got a plan
For the twos of us
We're gonna get it on
Until it's dusk
And then I'll tell ya all my secrets
'Cause it's a must
So that you know me, know me

It may take some time
To get me in bed
And when ya do
I might leave ya dead (oh shit)
Better bring your armor
And prepare to fight
No pussies allowed
When this girl ignites

 ^^

This song is FUNNY!

Well if we're all going out
You know we're going all out
(Bein' Bad)
Yeah, that's what I'm talking about
Getting open, throwing back shots til closing
And when clothes come off
I got the Trojan
(That's hot)
Sex, drugs, rock and rollin'
Crawling and creeping
Thank God, I get to sleep in

But I can tell you this
What go around come around, kid
And maybe I didn't or maybe I did (Baby)
What's your opinion on this break-up
And how's the view from your side of the story
So I don't gotta guess no more

So give me your side of the story
'Cause I don't really know how to answer them
All I know is what I did to you
Because you drove me to do it
And oh baby

In The Zone, Me Against the Music By Britney Spears Release Date: 18 November, 2003

I LOVE WORKING @ MACY*S!!! oh my gosh! And the floor manager is soo freakin SEXY/HOT/WOW! LOL… he’s from Italy his name is Devinio but everyone calls him “D”… mmmm YUMMY!! Hehe! But he’s married... he sure does know how to dress... with his GUCCI briefcase, PRADA shoes, and his VERSACE glasses! OWW BABY! I want a guy like that… but if I were to meet a guy like that in SoCal he would probably be gay… LOL (no offense or anything!? (is that bad to say?!) but anyways… there’s also HOT SHOE guy right Tina!! Haha yumm! Haha! So yesh… it’s a lot of fun.. except I have to go out any buy all these new clothes and new shoes for work… which is actally great casue I get all new clothes! WOO HOO! But yah.. MAN O MAN…I LOVE that Hot guy from OUTHOUSE! Hehe Jaz introduced him to me cause she works with hiM! HeheH! He freakin looks JUST LIKE JRT! Ahhh! Haha oww! So many hotties! Lol! But besides that… I have nothing else to say… yesh I know you are all bummed.. but um so am i! OH YEA I SAW KT and NESSA on Friday! It was nice seeing them! I love those kids!! Hehe! Well I will write when I have something interesting to say… even though I don’t usually have anything interesting to say! Ok but im just rambling on so im just gonna STOP! Ok bye y’all!